This song and the intent behind it will get you ever time. This is Stars by Grace Potter off her new album. Easily one of the better written songs on the album.
"I lit a fire with the love you left behind,
And it burned wild and crept up the mountainside.
I followed your ashes into outer space
I can't look out the window
I can't look at this place.
I can't look at the stars
They make me wonder where you are
Up on heaven's boulevard
And if I know you at all.
I know you've gone too far
So I, I can't look at the stars"